Saturday, June 6, 2009


This week i must study about JOOMLA, Joomla is an award-winning content management system (CMS), which enables you to build Web sites and powerful online applications. i study about joomla to make a website for ministries of someone. Someone gave me 3 books about joomla and about web, he want me read it first before try to make a good web.

I'm to be in hurry, i just try make a web site without reads the advice books. I start from installation, sixth times i try and always failed. I think it's cause of error system. I try again without reads the book and just positive thinking, remember Alfa Adison that try 10000 times to make a lamp. He never give up, so i try to start from installation again, until sixth times. I felt so tired and wanna cry, why it can happened.

I stop to try and looking for the books. I read from page one. I read carefully and finally i know if the failure that happened cause of my mistakes. So simple but it's influential in all system. The system will not working. The awareness appear and it make me cry. Why?? because i'm so unwise. I have 3 advice books but i did't read it before try to make a web.

Oftentimes we try to solve many problem, make a good job, make something beneficial, etc. But not read the BIBLE as advice books to do all of that. We don't care about it. Just try to do anything without read first. passiveness about BIBLE as advice book of live will bring us to a trouble area, and after we there, we'll complaint why it can happen, how to solve that, who can help, etc. If we want to read the BIBLE first before do something or say something, we'll know wich is the best and like God's will.

Now... back to the BIBLE and use it as advice book in our live. Read it everyday and ask God what He want us to do in this live, how to solve the problem, how get a vision, who is a good partner, what should we do, etc. we can find all about it in BIBLE. Don't complain about anything. just believe and be grateful to our God. Trust whit read the BIBLE we'll more wise, get clearly guidance and can make a great decision. Wanna try it?

Yeah... let's get start everything with read the advice books first, it's BIBLE. our advice live, our guidance, voice of God for us.

I Timothy 3:16-17
"All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness. That the man of God may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works"

God Bless You

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

A Prayer

Dear Father in heaven, You are the only Peace and Joy of life.

Lord, give us the unshakeable faith. The Ruthless faith toward You. Total surrender and complete trust for whatever will happen in our life.

For when the circumstances around us are uncertain and sometime frightening, we will choose to trust in You. Because it is better to be in Your plan even when You put us in the midst of great danger compare to running away from your will.

For there is no safer place but to be in Your plan and be obedient in it.

Destruction and harm shall not come near us when we live in Your will for You shall cover us with Your feathers. But even when You allow us to experience hardship and pain, Your faithfulness and grace are always sufficient for us.

Help us to life full of impact to this world around us. Help us to shine like candles in this dark world.

Father give us courage and power to leave behind all things that are hindering us from following and obeying You.

All glory and honor to You, our Lord, Awesome and Powerful God.


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Sunday, May 31, 2009

I'm Falling In Love With You

This week i learn something that make me knowing about ralationship with God. Let me share it with you and i hope it will bless you all.

I don't know why, i meet someone who have a different typical with me. He is firm, sometimes funny, and i like all about his caracter. everyday i want meet him, want to know what his activity, his condition, etc. everytime i hear message tone, i hope that one of them comes from him . Then when he send me message, i will smile, i feel so happy and enjoy with this feeling. I call him with "ai" it's taken from chinnese language means : love. But... maybe i will never say " i love you" to him, because i know he don't have same feeling like me. i hear it from his lip. Yeah.. i know i'm just ordinary girl.

when i pray, i got some understanding about relationship with God according my condition now. When feel falling in love with Jesus, we want to meet Him everytime and everywhere, we like to pray, worship n prise Him, live changes, character changes, smile in every condition and also look so happy. Why?? because we are falling in love,. falling in Love with one person who died for us.

Although we are christian, undefinity we falling in love with Him, it's mean that if we want feel more close with God, we must falling in love with Him. And remember this : JESUS LOVE US TOO, so we can say " i love You Jesus" . Don't be affraid to say that because Jesus love all of us, without seeing our identity, we are same in His eyes. it's proofe when He gives His Live for Us. He always waiting to speak with us . He love Us so much...

give thanks for Jesus although i feel confused, because i feel something and i must hide away it in my deepest heart, but i know, i learn some precious wisdom.
Now i can say " I love You Jesus, i'm falling in love with You" , i'm not affraid to say that because i know You love me too.

Thank You for loving me and giving me Your all.

with love
~ keZia~

Wednesday, March 4, 2009



Now it came to pass, as they went, that He entered into a certain village: and a certain woman named Martha received him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, which also sat at Jesus' feet, and heard His word. But Martha was cumbered about much serving, and came to Him, and said, Lord, dost thou not care that my sister hath left me to serve alone? bid her therefore that she help me. And Jesus answered and said unto her, Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things: But one thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her.
( Luke 10:38-42 )

How to choose God’s best?

1. Prioritized relationship withGod.
Luke 10:39 -> And she had a sister called Mary, which also sat at Jesus' feet, and heard his word.

Daily sacrifice and holy live

Daniel 11:31 And arms shall stand on his part, and they shall pollute the sanctuary of strength, and shall take away the daily sacrifice, and they shall place the abomination that maketh desolate.

Rom 12:1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

Rom 12:2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

• Christ Mind Set -> Non secular

Col 3:5-9 Mortify therefore your members which are upon the earth; fornication, uncleanness, inordinate affection, evil concupiscence, and covetousness, which is idolatry: For which things' sake the wrath of God cometh on the children of disobedience: In the which ye also walked some time, when ye lived in them. But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth. Lie not one to another, seeing that ye have put off the old man with his deeds;

Col 3:12 Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;

Phi 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

2. Believe and raly on God in everything
Luk 10:40 -> But Martha was cumbered about much serving, and came to him, and said, Lord, dost thou not care that my sister hath left me to serve alone? bid her therefore that she help me.

• we must believe that God will give the best for us, certainly!
Jeremy 17:7 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is.

Keep our tongue, don’t be like MARTHA.

Not Woried about live
1Timothy 2:4 Who will have all men to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the truth.

3. Choose the Best
Luk 10:42 But one thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her.

GOD’S BEST is a chosises, not automatically happen. We must take a decision. We must choose the best.

Don’t choose The Second Best!

1. Loss priority of live
Luk 10:40 -> “But Martha was cumbered about much serving,…”

2. Complain and grumble
Luk 10:40 -> “… and said, Lord, dost thou not care that my sister hath left me to serve alone? bid her therefore that she help me.

3. Fullworried live and troubled about many things
Luke 10:41 And Jesus answered and said unto her, Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things:

For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to desire that ye might be filled with the knowledge of his will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; That ye might walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God;
( Colose 1:9-10 )


Jesus Bless You

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Good Morning Jesus.... I Love You

My Father in's my prayer this morning, i want to be like a child who have a pure heart. I want to know you more today, I want to love you more today, i want to serve You more. Thanks for Your love. This morning, You give me a new day, new live, new heart and i know You will give me more, Thanks for Your grace. I need You Lord. I love You Jesus. I am Yours.


I like this song. It's expression from my heart. Sometimes i feels God so far like today, I don't know what should i do, i can't say anything when i pray, i just ask : What happen with me? And i just do one thing : SINGING.

Lord You seem so far away
a million miles or more it feels today
though i haven't lost my faith
i must confess right now
that it's hard for me to pray

but i don't know what to say
and i don't know where to start
but as You give the grace
with all that's in my heart

Reff :
I will sing i will prise
Even in my darkest hour
through the sorrow and the pain

i will sing i will prise
lift my hands to honour You
because Your words is true
i will sing

Lord it's hard for me to see
all the thougs and plans
You have for me
but i will put my trust in You
knowing hat You've died
to set me free

back to **

~ I Will Sing , By. Don Moen~

I Know, Jesus always understand. Thanks God for Your love.



Ecc 3:4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
~ there is a time you worship on dance~

Jer 31:3,4 The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee. Again I will build thee, and thou shalt be built, O virgin of Israel: thou shalt again be adorned with thy tabrets, and shalt go forth in the dances of them that make merry.

~because of His Evarlasting love and kindness, come express your worship~

Jer 31:13 Then shall the virgin rejoice in the dance, both young men and old together: for I will turn their mourning into joy, and will comfort them, and make them rejoice from their sorrow.

~because He has made you glade,come express your worship~

1Sa 18:6,7 And it came to pass as they came, when David was returned from the slaughter of the Philistine, that the women came out of all cities of Israel, singing and dancing, to meet king Saul, with tabrets, with joy, and with instruments of musick. And the women answered one another as they played, and said, Saul hath slain his thousands, and David his ten thousands.

~come celebrate and express your worship~

2Sa 6:14,15 And David danced before the LORD with all his might; and David was girded with a linen ephod. So David and all the house of Israel brought up the ark of the LORD with shouting, and with the sound of the trumpet.

~ come dance with David’s dance and express your worship~

God Bless